maybe not everything has a meaning.

its today. 

todays date is today and that doesn't mean yesterday or tomorrow or march 12 or october 19 or may 27. 

if today is today how come the only thing i can feel are ghosts and the only thing i see is blue. 

i wish that today was not today and was instead the night i wish i had never let end. i hear the whispers rolling off your tongue but your words are screaming. and your heart, your heart is silent. 

your heart is silent and i don't know what that means. my heart has stopped beating twice and i don't know what that means either.