:to be responsible for your own pain

Dirty. 

Dirty. 

Dirty. 

Dirty. 

Dirty hands. 

Dirty words. 

Dirty souls. 

Dirty minds. 

The dirt is there no matter how much you scrub. She will always be in your finger nails and the words you said to him will remain in the perfect dot on your palm. You can pretend it's a freckle as much as you want but it doesn't matter how many people you fool because you can't pull that wool over your own eyes. 

Guilt does not fade. 

I'm watching you blink dirt out of your eyes.

Guilt does not fade. 

You look like you want to say something but

Guilt does not fade.