too big for this place

"you would be lonely here, you've out grown it."

stuck in between teenage hearts & dreams too heavy for all of us to hold up.
mom said this would be my last summer at home,
she's probably right.

who knows where i'll be next--
it's terrifying, it's exciting,
it sounds so lonely.

i'm suffocating in the places between fingers,
leaving their marks across my throat.

let me breathe.

my body doesn't fit here,
my bones are busting at the seams.

i gotta get out
i gotta get out