how to forget

-laugh out loud. the more boisterous the better.

-small  talk. if you have meaningful conversations the topic is bound to come up.

-lie to everyone. take care to not get caught in the  web  though.

-don't sit with another family.  that  makes it worse.

-twerk.

-listen to  music anytime you  drive. make sure its  loud.

-fall asleep every night with your tv on.

-take   ap  stats. you'll  be too  confused to think  about other things.

 

 

maybe the bottom line is that  you will never really  forget. you'll do your best, but at the end of the  day all  you can do is continue the same avoidance  routine you've been practicing since you were 2.  at this point  all you're doing is ignoring the pain but it still continues to trickle in until your chest cavity is flooded and you cannot forget because your heart is drowning. 

your heart cries for help,  but your brain just ignores it because she  can' t entertain   thoughts of shattered forevers; the shards will rip her open.

the brain ignores the heart because it can't listen.

the nerves  have been  cut and the arteries are clogged.

because your heart stabbed the brain in the back  and shes never really gotten over it. brains are delicate and the stab wounds cut  deep.

the brain is vengeful  and out for blood.  

she wants the heart to suffer like she did so she severed the connection.

what she didn't realize  is that they work in tandem and
as the heart starts beating
slower

 

 

and

 

 

slower
she is shutting down  as well.

 

it all shutters to a stop and then there is nothing.

 

 

maybe that is how you  forget.